nerv1
Civil/Environmental
- Feb 26, 2012
- 2
Hi all,
Let me try and make a long story as short as possible:
I was hired right out of college in 2006 (BS in Civil Eng. - focused on transportation) to work and study, thanks to a fellowship / joint project between another state's university and DOT.
I was also a musician, and aspiring sound designer / composer for film.
Being young, starry-eyed, and close enough to NYC to be able to drive in within a few hours, I decided, in 2007, to take a break from engineering and take a gamble.
I figured "well, better to try it now during my 20's, than go through a midlife crisis later on. It'll be easier to recover if things don't pan out." So I thanked my current supervisor and all parties involved immensely for the opportunities, apologized for the sudden change, wished them the best, etc., then packed my bags and moved to the big city, giving myself two years to explore the possibilities.
Fast-forward to 2012. 5 years just blurred past me. Without a doubt, I can say that they have been the most interesting 5 years of my life. I have lived more in this time than I possibly could in another lifetime. As far as life experiences goes, it's invaluable, priceless, etc.
But I also have to face reality: I am 30 years old, working part-time in retail (that's right. RETAIL), picking up occasional freelance audio gigs, and still searching for that "big fish" project that will make it all worthwhile.
How much longer can I go before I stop chasing that pipe dream? Perhaps it's time to wake up.
And waking up means looking into getting back to my engineering roots.
Of course, it's not that simple. I'm faced with some major obstacles including:
- 5 years of inactivity
- Neither EIT nor PE
- Poor image (i.e., dropping everything to chase the pipe dream)
- Lack of money and time. College is expensive. NYC is expensive. I have had to borrow money. Student loans, personal loans, credit cards, etc. So, taking some "time off" to get back on track means that I'd have little to no income to be able to pay rent, debt, etc.
And I'm sure I'm barely scratching the surface, in terms of the hurdles I'd have to jump.
I am at a huge disadvantage and fear that the road back will be very long. Perhaps even so long that there is no end in sight.
With that in mind, I'd love to read / hear what some professionals in the field have to say about it. Is it too late? What would be the next steps? How do I even get started?
Any tips, criticism, words at all will be greatly appreciated. I seek enlightenment.
Apologies for the long read.
Let me try and make a long story as short as possible:
I was hired right out of college in 2006 (BS in Civil Eng. - focused on transportation) to work and study, thanks to a fellowship / joint project between another state's university and DOT.
I was also a musician, and aspiring sound designer / composer for film.
Being young, starry-eyed, and close enough to NYC to be able to drive in within a few hours, I decided, in 2007, to take a break from engineering and take a gamble.
I figured "well, better to try it now during my 20's, than go through a midlife crisis later on. It'll be easier to recover if things don't pan out." So I thanked my current supervisor and all parties involved immensely for the opportunities, apologized for the sudden change, wished them the best, etc., then packed my bags and moved to the big city, giving myself two years to explore the possibilities.
Fast-forward to 2012. 5 years just blurred past me. Without a doubt, I can say that they have been the most interesting 5 years of my life. I have lived more in this time than I possibly could in another lifetime. As far as life experiences goes, it's invaluable, priceless, etc.
But I also have to face reality: I am 30 years old, working part-time in retail (that's right. RETAIL), picking up occasional freelance audio gigs, and still searching for that "big fish" project that will make it all worthwhile.
How much longer can I go before I stop chasing that pipe dream? Perhaps it's time to wake up.
And waking up means looking into getting back to my engineering roots.
Of course, it's not that simple. I'm faced with some major obstacles including:
- 5 years of inactivity
- Neither EIT nor PE
- Poor image (i.e., dropping everything to chase the pipe dream)
- Lack of money and time. College is expensive. NYC is expensive. I have had to borrow money. Student loans, personal loans, credit cards, etc. So, taking some "time off" to get back on track means that I'd have little to no income to be able to pay rent, debt, etc.
And I'm sure I'm barely scratching the surface, in terms of the hurdles I'd have to jump.
I am at a huge disadvantage and fear that the road back will be very long. Perhaps even so long that there is no end in sight.
With that in mind, I'd love to read / hear what some professionals in the field have to say about it. Is it too late? What would be the next steps? How do I even get started?
Any tips, criticism, words at all will be greatly appreciated. I seek enlightenment.
Apologies for the long read.