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Ashke15
Structural
- Mar 9, 2023
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Hello fellow engineers. I'm here seeking some perspective and/or advice on career paths in the field of structural engineering. I'll try to make this as short as I can.
I feel that I am currently at a crossroads in my engineering career. For the first 8 years of my career I worked at a small firm in SoCal that only did engineering for residential structures (90% custom homes and 10% small multi-family). I quit three years ago to start my own firm doing the same type of residential work. I am extremely detail-oriented (I LOVE drawing construction details, probably too much) and I am a perfectionist, so with each year that goes by I feel less and less cut out for residential work. There are many things about residential work that gnaw at my perfectionism: the magical load paths we often use, the inability to mathematically prove that many of the standard residential construction methods actually work, contractors not even looking at my plans, being asked to approve wild deviations from the plans that can't be easily remedied, the list goes on. I have a notion that most if not all of these annoyances would disappear if I was involved in commercial/education/industrial work instead of residential. However, I haven't had any experience at all in those areas so maybe I'm way off....which brings me to my next point...
As I said, I've only done residential work up to this point of my career. IMO I am the best in my geographical area when it comes to that type of work due to my obsession with detail. BUT...I don't feel like a REAL engineer since I only do residential. SEAOC hosts conferences that I attend to maintain my license, but the vast majority of what they talk about there goes way over my head. They talk about huge and amazing projects that they worked on. They rarely talk about residential concerns because, well...that's a lesser kind of engineering, it's not REAL engineering. These conferences are always depressing for me because it makes me feel incompetent in my own field, a field I've been in for 11 years! If I was asked to engineer even just a simple, 5-story rectangular office building...yeah there's no way I could do that. I'm not experienced with that type of construction, I don't know what kind of software would be used for such a project, I wouldn't know how to use the software anyway, and I've got no one checking my work. All of that makes me sad.
So right now I am grappling with two trains of thought that I am sure are not 100& true, and maybe aren't even half true.
THOUGHT 1: Residential work is a joke. It's pseudoscience. It's FAKE engineering and it's LAME. My obsession with detail is a complete waste since the other guys aren't doing it, and no one will appreciate it except for me. I should be embarrassed to be a residential engineer.
THOUGHT 2: Commercial work is REAL engineering and it's EXCITING. It's mathematically provable. My attention to detail would be appreciated. I would feel pride in the projects that I work on.
Besides the actual work itself, everything about working for myself has been great: Being my own boss and working the hours that I want. Ideally I wish I could keep doing what I'm doing and learn REAL engineering on my own. But I don't think it's possible to learn how to do it on my own. I feel like I'd need to go work at a big firm to learn the construction, the software, and the process. That would mean giving up everything I've worked to build up for myself.
Do any of you who have worked in both commercial and residential engineering have any thoughts on this? Do any of you who run your own firm have any thoughts? Is my perfectionism and dissatisfaction with the pseudoscience of residential engineering better suited for commercial work? Is commercial work actually mind-numbingly boring as a couple of my friends have told me? Is it worth bailing on my own firm to work at a big firm that engineers fancy arenas and office buildings? When they have the grand opening of the new basketball arena that I helped work on will I feel pride in it, or will it be just another project I worked on? I know that you can't possibly answer all of these questions for me, but I would love to hear your thoughts and the wisdom of your experience. Thank you so much for your time.
I feel that I am currently at a crossroads in my engineering career. For the first 8 years of my career I worked at a small firm in SoCal that only did engineering for residential structures (90% custom homes and 10% small multi-family). I quit three years ago to start my own firm doing the same type of residential work. I am extremely detail-oriented (I LOVE drawing construction details, probably too much) and I am a perfectionist, so with each year that goes by I feel less and less cut out for residential work. There are many things about residential work that gnaw at my perfectionism: the magical load paths we often use, the inability to mathematically prove that many of the standard residential construction methods actually work, contractors not even looking at my plans, being asked to approve wild deviations from the plans that can't be easily remedied, the list goes on. I have a notion that most if not all of these annoyances would disappear if I was involved in commercial/education/industrial work instead of residential. However, I haven't had any experience at all in those areas so maybe I'm way off....which brings me to my next point...
As I said, I've only done residential work up to this point of my career. IMO I am the best in my geographical area when it comes to that type of work due to my obsession with detail. BUT...I don't feel like a REAL engineer since I only do residential. SEAOC hosts conferences that I attend to maintain my license, but the vast majority of what they talk about there goes way over my head. They talk about huge and amazing projects that they worked on. They rarely talk about residential concerns because, well...that's a lesser kind of engineering, it's not REAL engineering. These conferences are always depressing for me because it makes me feel incompetent in my own field, a field I've been in for 11 years! If I was asked to engineer even just a simple, 5-story rectangular office building...yeah there's no way I could do that. I'm not experienced with that type of construction, I don't know what kind of software would be used for such a project, I wouldn't know how to use the software anyway, and I've got no one checking my work. All of that makes me sad.
So right now I am grappling with two trains of thought that I am sure are not 100& true, and maybe aren't even half true.
THOUGHT 1: Residential work is a joke. It's pseudoscience. It's FAKE engineering and it's LAME. My obsession with detail is a complete waste since the other guys aren't doing it, and no one will appreciate it except for me. I should be embarrassed to be a residential engineer.
THOUGHT 2: Commercial work is REAL engineering and it's EXCITING. It's mathematically provable. My attention to detail would be appreciated. I would feel pride in the projects that I work on.
Besides the actual work itself, everything about working for myself has been great: Being my own boss and working the hours that I want. Ideally I wish I could keep doing what I'm doing and learn REAL engineering on my own. But I don't think it's possible to learn how to do it on my own. I feel like I'd need to go work at a big firm to learn the construction, the software, and the process. That would mean giving up everything I've worked to build up for myself.
Do any of you who have worked in both commercial and residential engineering have any thoughts on this? Do any of you who run your own firm have any thoughts? Is my perfectionism and dissatisfaction with the pseudoscience of residential engineering better suited for commercial work? Is commercial work actually mind-numbingly boring as a couple of my friends have told me? Is it worth bailing on my own firm to work at a big firm that engineers fancy arenas and office buildings? When they have the grand opening of the new basketball arena that I helped work on will I feel pride in it, or will it be just another project I worked on? I know that you can't possibly answer all of these questions for me, but I would love to hear your thoughts and the wisdom of your experience. Thank you so much for your time.