spongebob007
Military
- Sep 14, 2007
- 265
My background is in Structural Dynamics with a heavy focus on R&D and analytical methods. For the past three years I have been involved with a huge R&D effort. I pretty much drove the entire effort from proof of concept all the way through development. The system was fairly complex and involved a lot of high end mathematics and simulation. I also did a lot of prototype testing. That gave me a good chance to compare reality to my models and fine tune the models as needed. The work was challenging, fun, and rewarding. Mathematical modeling has always been my thing. I get a thrill out of predicting how something that does not exist will behave. I also enjoy using modeling to determine why something doesn’t work the way it should. I also am very interested in the test side because it goes along very well with analysis. Coming up with the next big thing is also pretty exciting. I became an engineer because I have a passion for technology.
Well about six months ago things have started to slow down at my company. We had some layoffs and several of us have been transitioned to other roles. So for the first time in my career, I find myself as a Project Manager.
At first I didn’t mind it. I have very little experience in project management, and I figured learning a thing or two about it would not be bad, plus it was a change of pace. In another post, someone likened project management to watching a train wreck in slow motion. I now can see where that comes from. As a project manager I don’t do any real work, rather I am responsible for coordinating the work of others. A result of that is being blamed for what those folks did or didn’t do. So to me, project management has a healthy amount of political BS. When I am not dealing with that, I spend my time managing spreadsheets and project databases, reviewing drawings, and shepherding drawings through the release process. Basically a lot of paper pushing that leaves me to often ask myself: “I went to engineering school for THIS?”
So to all of you that have made project management your career, I ask this: What makes you get out of bed every day? What makes you passionate about your job? Where is the reward in being a project manager? I find doing this work to be about as much fun as sticking a pencil in my eye, and the fact that I don’t like it really doesn’t motivate me to be good at it. I guess I am lucky to have been reassigned rather than laid off, but despite the fact that I really like my company and am well paid, I am starting to consider a plan B if I can’t find something in project management to be excited about.
Well about six months ago things have started to slow down at my company. We had some layoffs and several of us have been transitioned to other roles. So for the first time in my career, I find myself as a Project Manager.
At first I didn’t mind it. I have very little experience in project management, and I figured learning a thing or two about it would not be bad, plus it was a change of pace. In another post, someone likened project management to watching a train wreck in slow motion. I now can see where that comes from. As a project manager I don’t do any real work, rather I am responsible for coordinating the work of others. A result of that is being blamed for what those folks did or didn’t do. So to me, project management has a healthy amount of political BS. When I am not dealing with that, I spend my time managing spreadsheets and project databases, reviewing drawings, and shepherding drawings through the release process. Basically a lot of paper pushing that leaves me to often ask myself: “I went to engineering school for THIS?”
So to all of you that have made project management your career, I ask this: What makes you get out of bed every day? What makes you passionate about your job? Where is the reward in being a project manager? I find doing this work to be about as much fun as sticking a pencil in my eye, and the fact that I don’t like it really doesn’t motivate me to be good at it. I guess I am lucky to have been reassigned rather than laid off, but despite the fact that I really like my company and am well paid, I am starting to consider a plan B if I can’t find something in project management to be excited about.