Hi guys,
I've just joined but I've been lurking on this site for a few years now. I'm sorry if this question has already been answered but I wasn't able to find the response. Also, sorry in advance for the long post.
A little background:
I have a bachelors in ME, a masters in AE, plus a little over three years of work experience at a major company. The problem is that I have little-to-no confidence in my engineering skills/knowledge. That's mainly because I spent my college years more stressed out about passing my classes then learning, which means I crammed for exams, only to forget the material the day after. I figured I would learn through my work experience, however, it so happened that the work I was doing was repetitive and stressful. I'd have multiple tasks in one day with deadlines ranging from a few hours to the next day. I just focused on getting the work done on a timely manner and doing it well. As a result, I didn't learn much but I have improved my time-management and multi-tasking skills.
I did pretty well in college/work because I knew how to use my resources (textbooks, notes, etc), but that doesn't necessarily mean I'm good in engineering. I'm not really expecting to be some kind of engineering genius by now, I know it comes with time. But just comparing myself to my co-workers, those younger than me or with less experience, and friends from college, I feel I am not at the same level. I'm usually the quiet one that just listens in on (and understands) technical meetings but not someone that contributes.
Currently, I'm unemployed and don't feel like I'm qualified for any of the jobs out there even with my education and experience (or lack thereof). I decided to open up my books from college and try to understand the subjects at my own pace but I realized they're mainly all equations and derivations of equations that I can look up anytime I need to. (I think I sold/gave away and never got back books that had all the good stuff i.e. theories, applications, etc) I am also constantly reading engineering magazines to learn new stuff. None of it seems to be working since I think I'm more of a hands-on learner than anything else.
So my questions are:
Has this ever happened to anyone else? Is the "engineering intuition" (for lack of a better word) that I'm hoping to achieve something that comes with experience and education or is it an innate characteristic of an engineer?
Thanks!
I've just joined but I've been lurking on this site for a few years now. I'm sorry if this question has already been answered but I wasn't able to find the response. Also, sorry in advance for the long post.
A little background:
I have a bachelors in ME, a masters in AE, plus a little over three years of work experience at a major company. The problem is that I have little-to-no confidence in my engineering skills/knowledge. That's mainly because I spent my college years more stressed out about passing my classes then learning, which means I crammed for exams, only to forget the material the day after. I figured I would learn through my work experience, however, it so happened that the work I was doing was repetitive and stressful. I'd have multiple tasks in one day with deadlines ranging from a few hours to the next day. I just focused on getting the work done on a timely manner and doing it well. As a result, I didn't learn much but I have improved my time-management and multi-tasking skills.
I did pretty well in college/work because I knew how to use my resources (textbooks, notes, etc), but that doesn't necessarily mean I'm good in engineering. I'm not really expecting to be some kind of engineering genius by now, I know it comes with time. But just comparing myself to my co-workers, those younger than me or with less experience, and friends from college, I feel I am not at the same level. I'm usually the quiet one that just listens in on (and understands) technical meetings but not someone that contributes.
Currently, I'm unemployed and don't feel like I'm qualified for any of the jobs out there even with my education and experience (or lack thereof). I decided to open up my books from college and try to understand the subjects at my own pace but I realized they're mainly all equations and derivations of equations that I can look up anytime I need to. (I think I sold/gave away and never got back books that had all the good stuff i.e. theories, applications, etc) I am also constantly reading engineering magazines to learn new stuff. None of it seems to be working since I think I'm more of a hands-on learner than anything else.
So my questions are:
Has this ever happened to anyone else? Is the "engineering intuition" (for lack of a better word) that I'm hoping to achieve something that comes with experience and education or is it an innate characteristic of an engineer?
Thanks!